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I thought it wouldnt hurt anymore

Okay, im like, back again. Hahah. Hun went to camp tday. And y'all know what it means? It means that she wont use her internet to sms me early in the morning & i'd ignore her smses & go back to sleep again. Plus plus plus, she wont type me Because you live song lyrcis for me again & wont call me anymore! But, im not happy, faster come back okay! & must be in one piece!

She msged me tday. Telling me how superextremelytotallyveryTIRED she is. Lol. And i told her dont get too tanned, and she said, "this type of camp wont get tanned one lah, at most shag." & i was laughing at her sms lah. Hahah, i rather you go China with your parents leh, seriously. Yuh, and i was looking at that bitch's blog, not that stupid to type perhapsyou- anymore. And her password is stupid. ENTER. Stupid right. & i looked at her photos, I was like thinking "poor yifang, need to face her for 3 days & 2 nights." I think you should really enjoy the camp with your NEW BOYFRIEND, RIGHT. (:

I just ended my conver on the phone with Gracie & Cindy. & they complain that im not high enough. excuse me, im watching tv leh! How to high? Lol. And Gracie keep Jit hua here & there. Hubby, if im not there, i see how are you going to know his name, where he stay, his age & school &&& his birthday! And that women is reallly reallllly mad, she wrote alot alot alot of things about Jit hua in her blog. And then her blog's heading is also his name. CSI man. And then huh Jit hua brother Jit Hao look like Min yi. Like- alot can! I was like wtf-ing when i saw him lah. Stupid. & they asked me whether is "jiu qing fu ran" anot. CRAZY. What jiu qing fu ran lah? Im missing your alr. ):

Cheebye. Some people just pissed me off. I seriously think that she should shut up & dance all she wants at home. Bloody asshole. fuckfuckfuck.

Daddy brought me to teck whye to get my white shoes. I need it this friday cause im buying my books this friday. Im going to the new campus! But Claris said that its damn small & complicated. Fuck man, i should get someone to acc me in case i got lost. So i total up & it only cost like 50 plus. Damn cheap lah. So im asking my daddy to give me 80 bucks. 60 for books, & 30 for my new uniform.

&&& i went to that guy blog. Whalao, i dint know that guys do get emo too. HAHAH. And his song of the day is always chinese song. Can you put more english song instead? Den i would go & listen. Or Korean one also not bad leh! Talking about Korea, GLYNIS TAN IS BACK! Like finally lah!! Okay okay, and she replied me in her tag "Women Sg also have lah okayyyy! Haha make me run round to look for one pathetic maggi mee." &&& oh, just now i think we had one junior & senior Guides Msn talk isit? Jingfang, Claris, me & Ming xian were in that conver. Whalao. jingfang & Claris cant stop talking lah. Keep talking & talking, & worst, i dont know what they are talking about. & Mingxian is trying her prom dress for tmr. So i got sian & told them brb okay. And Jingfang said not okay. You stupid ass, I will let you die when school reopen.

Okay okay. Im going for the bbq on this sat at East coast! (((((((:

Yknow, im always here.

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If you give me one chance to tell you how i am feelin',

I would hold your hands & look into your eyes, and you know,

I'll never let you go.

Went out to Vivo with zy yesterday. She wanted to buy her prom stuff & i wanted to look for Adidas jackets. But something happened luh, she keep reminding me of someone. Yuh, and my tears almost flow out lah. So stupid. Walked till my legs are like breaking and went over to Harbour front to have lunch. Cindy called and asked me to go over to Vivo to look for them. I went up & they went down, so funny luh. Okay, and i admit that im a road idiot lah, okay. They asked me to wait for them at B2, but i went to B1 to wait for them. But in the end i met them lah. (: Went over to Chameleon to get my earings. After that we went to that bus stop to wait for Gracie's daddy to fetch us home. But her daddy was late, den she shouted at her daddy. I swear man, that girl is mad lah. Fucking loud like shit. Cindy & I was like, "stop it lah gracie!" Its really vwery loud. Her daddy drove past Stc, and i was like, wow.. Okay, and my heart sank down lah. I think i should shut up, seriously. AND I SAW GRACE FROM SJC DEN TO BISHAN ITE YSD AT VIVO!!! Shes not working at Zoo's Ben & Jerry's anymore, she's working at Tangs fcuk. Must vist her okay! ((:

Went out with Cindy & Gracie. Hohoh, my Yan Ya Lun!!!!! AND WE ZI HIGH AGAIN. I saw Ming xian over there at Bugis. Okay okay, i love herr like asssss! Okay okay i wanna watch my Hanakimi alr okay. BYE BYEEEE! WU ZUN HEN SHUAIIIII. ((:

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When im missing you, where are you?

23/11/06:Okay first day of work. The people there are um, fun & alien? At least i think so. But i dont know whether the others think so anot, but im sure gracie think that they are alien too. :D Yuh, so i went with Way hong & Nick. I swear, Way hong is a lamer, he crack stupid jokes all the time. But he is really good. He told me a joke, and the both of us think that its quite funny. But when i told Gracie, Cindy & Fang, they dint laugh and told me that its not funny at all. Alright, i dont know. Yuh, and after that Gracie keep telling me about her shuai shuai, she said that she miss him & all and was fa hua chi-ing when we're in her dad's bus. So Cindy & me decided to help her get that shuai shuai number. :DD And they keep teasing me cause i keep talking about Way hong and even asked me whether if i've fallen for him. Whalao, siao okay. I only know him for a few hours and want me to fall for him? CRAZY! No no no, i wont! But his jokes is making me mad luhhhh!

25/11/06: Went to Birdpark tday. Helped them with the Ben & Jerry's ice-cream drawing & all. But couldnt finish so most prob im going back tmr to continue. Left bird park, trained down to city hall to meet Felicia. Gracie called while im waiting. And i know when she & cindy are together, they will surely tease me like ass, so yuh lah, im right. They said Way hong over and over again. Entertained them for awhile, & gracie start her hua chi-ing again, teling me that she miss her shuai shuai want to see him, and i got high and we laughed like mad through the phone. Met Felicia and went to Esplande Library to study, studied Chem, but wrote song lyrics in my book in the end. So stupid. Left & walked around, bought Egg Crepe! After that Felicia's friend came & we met. But her friend doesnt know how to get to Marina sq, and i have to explain through the phone, whalao, i dont know how i explain can, i only know how to go. And hahah, i have a joke. Damn funny. Her friend asked whether we have any link, and felicia went "what link? Horizontal link, high way or low way link?" Den her friend keep saying got link anot got link anot, die die also dont want to say what kind of link, and yuh, her friend finally asked, "your two stead ah?" So this is the link she was talking about. After her friend asked her this, we looked each other and laughed like mad. Whalao, do we looked like we're together? Zzz. But hahah, the both of them made me laughed like shit hell k.

her friend

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And this asshole is zi lian-ing using my phone when hes talking on the phone with Hui Hui. You think you cute is it?

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Im lost for words, im sorry is all i could ever say.

Okay, im lazy and i dont know what to blog about, so i think i
just anyhow anyhow. Mum went to Genting and would only be back tmr, so im jumping around tnight. Yuh, i went blog hopping before updating, to find ling gan. Lol. Yuh, so i went ****** blog, she talked about her crew outing at zoo & all, and she said that people at her store keep giving her negetive comments, & she keep giving people those fucking attitudes, this is all by her. Hahah, if i were to say, she deserve it. Seriously luh, what good words do you want me to say about her? Shes the one who made me DISLIKE her so much, so she cant blame me. I think she knows that too, anyway, who cares? And she thought that by changing maths teacher, her results would shoot up, like alot. But hello, she doesnt even want to work hard for her results & she blame that teacher. Totally siao lah, k. And oh, shes my partner for my D and T proj this year, like wtf, the whole book shelf is all made by me, & even those measurements i measure them all myself, & she complaint to teacher that im doing it all alone and doesnt want to let her take part, If i let her, my finger joint would turn crooked okay. And ya! If she really helped me for the measurements, she wont had failed that test. I will see how she die for next years Ns. Im making a auto sensor table light for Ns. School is helping us to buy our electronics circut & all, but only for 20 bucks, once the 20 bucks is all used up, hahah, i have to use my own money to pay.

Acc gracie to interview today. That MRS YEN YA LUN is mad, really. She keep asking me whether i want to drink hot chocolate, xiao mai cao & spa anot. Cause she saw alot of mud & grass when we're in mrt.Really is KI SOT! I learn this from her. (: So she brought me around batok tday, just to look for that shop. We dint took bus or mrt, we walked all the way. But in the end she dint took the job caused its an ah peh inside. After that we went to boat quay, the job that im working now. Yeh, and she got in and we're meeting for work tmr. Took the train back to batok again, cause she wanted to buy that shirt that she bought just now. And im so happy! Cause i taught her how to use an ATM machine. (: Walked around & all, and her mum called, asked her to buy ya kun back home, & she sorta quarreled with her mum cause there isnt any ya kun around, only kopi roti. I think her mum thought that its ya kun.

Reached home and went to watch that Xi you ji. Sun wu kong finally got his 72 transformation back & even more powerful den last time. Hehh, played the gameboy & went to lot one to buy dinner for my brother. Ate and watched tv again. Watched project superstar. Whaphiang, really is jialat can. Daddy gave me 20 bucks, cause i told him that im working tmr & im broke. And stupid, i dint watch that shui hu wu jian dao tnight. And theres prison break tmr, im going to watch cause fang said that its nice. And that ang moh is hot & shuai inside there, correct anot oh yifang? Got some themes from the internet & used it straight away. And i think the theme really suit my phone's msg alert tone, THE DAY BEFORE, BY NORTH! I still cant find the lyrics. And everybody, must listen to Janice's "Never let you go" okay. And Dongbang's "One". I swear y'all will cry after listening to One. (:

Okay, its already 1am and im still not sleeping. Im meeting Gracie at 815 tmr and i should sleep now. Goodbye! (:

The rose has withered, but my love hasnt. Should i still keep those unsaid?

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And I been kinda lonely

I've been looking for somebody to talk to,

love me,

someone who can hold me

Is that you?

But all the while I can't face it

Why do I miss you so much?

I wanna stop to turn inside

oh baby please

give us one more try

See you out with all your friends

Laughing it up as you pretend

to have a good time, I know cause I'm living the same life

I'm about to got to say

we can't keep living this same way

so I'll be the one

yeah I'll say it I'll say it I'll say it I'll say it again

Baby come back to me

in my heart I still believe

we were meant to be

together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me

I should've never set you free

love maybe

come back

I wanna call, but then I stall

cause after all, I just couldn't take it

cause if your play was to push me away

you know the day, my heart you'd break it

I know we made a mistake

it's just like your foolish pride

Come back to me

Let us try, let us try, let us try

Baby come back to me

in my heart I still believe

we were meant to be

together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me

I should've never set you free

love maybe

come back

You know you miss your Baby

And I can see that you think about me

so why do you act like you don't care

like all this love between us isn't there

I know that you're upset

I know I did you wrong

I know that you want me to pay for all the pain i've caused

but in the end it all comes down to just one thing

it's you and me

so I sing

Baby come back to me

in my heart I still believe

we were meant to be

together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me

I should've never set you free

love maybe

come back

And er, i like this song very much.. Its by Vanessa Hudgens, the female lead in High School Musical. But this song doesnt even feel like a sad song can, her MV makes me feel so high. Like wtf luh.

Okay, i cant find anything to blog about. Talked to brother ysd night, hahah. He cant sleep so he came over to my room to see what im doin'. But fucker, im writing my diary and you came in. But im clever enough to hear the sound so i kept my diary under my pillow. But that purple pen is still there so i guess he know that im writing. Dont care luh. So kuku one. Yuh, so we talked talked talked and talked. I asked him why Janice doesnt want to go to JC. Den he say, studying life leh, you siao ah? But suit her lah, she wants to go to Mass comp at NP though, i wish you good luck k, da sao. Den Janice How Jiemin is coming our house to stay over this saturday. If my brother dare to scold me or smth else, he'd be died when shes here, i swear. I will tell her everything. And ass, he thought how great he is for getting a 7 pointer for Ns last year, asshole, im getting 5 & below k.

And to OH YIFANG, thank you, very much. For listening to my screaming, crying & my super awaful singing. AND THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME LISTEN TO ONE & KE BU KE YI BE ZUO NI DE PENG YOU TO CRY MORE & MORE. Whalao, i never see such a evil huneyyy before leh. Tsk!

I dint know im a nightmare to you, Im sorry..

Tong hua is still in my mind, singing it over & over again makes me feel like you're here by my side. I dont mind singing more & more. Cause i wont be tired of you, i'd only love you more..

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If i think hard enough

If i pray hard enough

I know you can make it

Pull through, baby, pull through

Got this from Love, shelley. I swear, this book is really damn nice. Must read kkkk! I know hun read this before alr. And that girl named shelley was damn strong luh, and then she & her boyfriend, whalao, make me jealous only. I was quite happy with the speed of my reading, i only took 1 day to finish this book, which is quite good alr. I cant stop reading, really.

Okay, that moron wants to use the comp again. But i told him i will give it to him by 11. Bloody asshole, i really hope you'd fail your Os. Den you wont get to go to your Chinese study in NYP. So i really gotta be fast. Okay, i will just update what i remember.

Talked to hun on the phone ysd night, like fuck, i heard SHE's that "ke bu ke yi bu zuo ni de peng you" that song, den i cried, but i dont think that Hun knows that im crying, cause i kept very quiet & all. I cant take it, really. I was botherd by alot of things ysd. I think, you know why, right? Btw, im not sure whether that SHE song is the correct title. Whenever i listen to that song, i will sure cry, without fail. I dont know why either. This song just remind me of you, or rather, everything remind me of you.

And my heading is for you, pull through, okayyyyy. That two weeks of you suffering just made me feel like its forever. I dont know why either. I think i told hun & you that i cried when i knew blah blah blah & blah, right? I really feel the ache, really. ): I finally understand why you dont like me working last time. I really understand now. But so what? Im nothing, to you, i know. ))))))))))))):

Where are you, why havnt you replied my msg? I miss you, really. ): And do yknow how much i want to say i love you to you just now, in that msg? I did, but i know you cant understand what im talking about and what i mean.

Okay, im going alr.
Bye, and i really miss you.

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Hun, this is for you. I dont know what to say. But i like to make people smile when im feeling super sad+emo+angry. I hope you'd smile when you see this, okay? I love you, always! Kisses to you, huneyyy.

And this entry is for you, are you happy? I know you're, right!

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You're beautiful like the rainbow

HELLO!

Its DONNANEOCHAILING'S birthday tday. And shes not gonna celebrate it, cause im broke and cant have sakura & movie with her. Yuh, but im still good enough to acc her to town to change for the shoe that she bought last nightttt. Its too big for her, so shes changing for a smaller size. IM SORRRYY K, CAUSE Y'ALL DINT CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME EITHER. K, IM THE ONE WHO REJECT IT. :DDDDDD

K, primary & secondary school friend, im celebrating it with you here k! I know you dont want to see her face. :DDDD

Okayyy, as usual, i havnt shower or brush my teethhhh. Donna's msg woke me up, but i went back to sleep. But i dint know that you replied. I only saw your sms when i woke up the other time, and was more awake. Yuh, so i replied her, and sort of think that shes so poor thing luh, shant say it here. ((:

Alright, i think flu came to me alr. I cannot stop snezzing and my nose is dead. K, and i am looking at Kim's blog, and i went mad when knowing she got the same surname as me. Hun, are you jealous? Hahah, k, i know you're not. But i must say, she is damn fucking handsome. Thank you OH YIFANG for bringing me to her blog k! & I LOVE YOU like alot. I THINK YKNOW IT WHEN YOU LOOK AT YOUR TAGBOARD. And hun, im really very scared. Yknow what i mean too, right?

That thing still bother me, alot. And i dont know what the fuck happened to me ysd night. I cried, a lil. Not because of what i've been thinking all along. But just feeling the ache and stuff, &, im really afraid that it might end soon. Please god, dont take away from me. I just want us to stay like the way we're now. Its really more than enough, really. I dont need more, just like that, its enough for me to last through eternity, at least i think so. Still remember, ~~you're the lock, and i am the key?~~ I think, i shant think too much.. (:

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Im looking at you while you're sleeping here beside me,

mere words cant explain the love I have inside

Okay, im updating a lil and im going to sleep after that, i've got a real bad headache. Dad is bothering me, like again. He keep asking me why i dint iron the clothes and is shouting here and there. Do yknow there is 3 moutains of clothes there, waiting for me to iron? Seeing those clothes that is stacked there is enough to make me faint, ask me to iron? You dream on. So good you go and iron yourself luh.

BYE, IM GOING OFF. PERHAPS I WILL COME BACK AGAIN TNIGHT AND TELL Y'ALL WHAT HAPPENED.

Okay, im back. Mommy was angry with me just now, for using the comp and phone at the same time. But i ignored her luh, forever scolding & picking on me always. I hate it can. Damn it damn it. But someone just made my day alot alot happier tday.. Im afraid, it will end, soon. ): But, i think i can only cherish everything nowww, better then taking all these as nothing, right? No matter how much we talk, i still hafta draw the line, right?

BUT THANK YOU, IM STILL VERY VERYYYY HAPPY TDAY! (((((((((:

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Anytime you feel
Like you just can't hold on
Just hold on to my love
I'll help you be strong

But you're so afraid to lose
And baby I can't reach your heart
I can't face this world it's keeping us apart
And I could be the one to show you
Everything you missed before
Just hold on now
'Cause I could be the one to give you more

Anytime you need a love baby I'm on your side
Just let me be the one that can make it all right
Anytime you need a love baby you're in my heart
I could make it all right

I look into your eyes
And I feel it coming through
I can't help but want you more than I want to
So baby take our love your way
Cast them all on me
That's all I ever wanted was just to make you see
But I could be the one to heal you
All that you've been searching for
Just hold on to my love
And baby let me give you more

Now there's no way out
And I can't help the way I feel
'Cause baby I'm on fire
And I'll be waiting right here
You know our love isn't real

This song, just remind me of you..

HELLLOOO! Its 12:27pm now and i havent shower and brush my teeth! And guess what? Im going out at 1:45 pm later for interview with Gracie and Cindy! Its still early, so i think i will just post a lil in case i dint get to use the comp tnight. (:

Woke up, replied msg and watched tv. And that stupid man keep calling that women's name, Nicole Nicole. And then i realised Nicole is such a nice name, but using on someone like her, is really bad. Imagine, shes bad mouthing someone prettier alot alot than her in her blog, and she attracted so many CeletseC's fans. Deleting away those negative comments in her Haloscan, and only leave those nice nice and oh-i-love-you-nicole there. Like, omg, its so gross can. And hahahh, im copying her, like, omg, hes so cuteeee. So gross luh, okay.

Yuh, and im like so high now. Im home alone and zi high-ing now, Now and NOW! I love you, you love me. We are one big family, with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you, wont you say you love me too! I love you! Oh ya, hun, can you help me find North's the day before lyrics? I cant find it in Yahooooo. Thank youuuu, & i love youuuu! (:

I hope, you'd still regard us as your best friend. From such a lively friendship, rolling down slowly to nothing at all, not even smsing once in a while. I still want to know how you're doing, but you? Do you still want to know how we're doing? I doubt you want to. I hope you'd know, whos good to you & whos bad to you. I dont want you to fall deeper and deeper, by always hanging out with them. If you dont feel the ache, i've gotta tell you, your mommy, daddy, brother, me & gracie are gonna feel the ache. Sometimes i really feel, if you dont even bother to take care of yourself, & love yourself, why must i even care? Why must i even be bothered by what you've done to yourself? Doing all those things that you shouldnt do AT ALL is bad enough, i hope, you wont continue. So tell me the reason why would we turn out like that? 10 years of friendship, sharing so much together since young, falling for the same boy when we're young, but now? What had become of us? Just simply stangers. I dont remember you, & you donmt remember me, simple as that. But i dont want that, yknow. I hope you'd still ring me up once in a while, you're not forgotten to me, but me, am i forgotten to you? I hate the you now, i really do. Suffering so much for that moron boyfriend of yours, who is so petty and get jealous so easily. Dont allow this and that, is this what a life that you should lead? No, you dont deserve this type of guy. I so much want to pity you, but think again, you're the reason that caused all these to happen, i shouldnt reach out my hand to you. You made me realised that even in the closest friendship, even betray and lies exist. You never know, how much i want to slap you awake, telling whats good and whats bad to you. But it seems that you wont understand my intention in any of the way. I wish you good luck, my friend.

HELLLLOO IM BACKKK! (: And someone tried to send me virus tday in the train. Like wtf luh. Did i do anything that made you so bu shuang? You motherfucker, i merely laughed and play with my friend in the train, and why do you bother so much when others dont even feel so fucked up like you? You asshole, I hope you die die die. I hoppe your phone get crush by the car or MRT. And that person actually knows me & gracie's Bluetooth name kkkk. Mine is IAMSHUHUI, and hers is IAMLINGLING. If you're a women, i hope you wont get to enjoy mother's day, and if you're a guy, i hope you wont get to enjoy fathers day.

This is during jess's bday. I miss you, honeyyy! Its half a year ago alrrrr. (:

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The day when my eyes is closed forever,

is the day you're coming back home

K, brother is homeeee alr! Wild boar dint attack him. Im so upset. And it dint attack Gereld also, im more upset. So they waste time at Pula Ubin luh, cause its raining! And they have nothing to do. And Benjamin sang Scouts song for them. ABCD.. So funny. I must make fun of him when i see him in school next time.

I have 10 more mins to blog before i go for shower and brush my teeth. Yeh, so i must be faster. Went to sunshine place to have dinner last night. Everything was nice except for my noodle. I nearly vomited everything out. Yuh, and daddy ordered chilli crab, cause my brother wanted it. And it doesnt even taste like chilli can. It taste like tomato, im serious. So after eating, daddy went to wash the photo that he took in Taiwan and the videos too. Saw Mr Tan there too.

Went shopping with mummy and daddy ysd. K, i bought things. But mommy bought more than me please. At least she got me the shirt that i wanted for so longggg. But i dint get to go to Bugis ysd, if i went Bugis with her, she'd buy me that Topshop shirt alr leh! But she was tired and we dint went there in the end. So sad luh. ):K, im off now! There are some pics tday! (:

Bam;

Laugh at him.

Took this last night. (:

I hope, i hopeeee.. ):

Yuh, fat hope luh. ):

Bye!

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If you'd appear in my dreams,

i dont mind sleeping forever.

Today was alright. Told zibin that i'd bring him to school tday. But they must reach school by 7 k. But i cant wake up in time tday. So, just forget it luh. Hes going to Pula Ubin to camp tday till tmr! And Bp Scouts are going too. And i told zibin that no matter what, just push Gereld Liow to the front can alr k? Dont care what it is, even if its wild boar attack, just push him to the front. Serve him right for lying to me the last time. Yuh, and i realised that i miss chuazibin very much tday. I listen to his recording in mommy's phone. And i was laughing like mad. I will let y'all hear next time when i've load it into my comp k.

Yuh, and i was fking bored at home tday. Im so sian with tv and gameboy alr. So i planned to sleep the whole day. But i failed, i end up eating and eating the whole day. My daddy said im getting fatter and fatter. But hahahh, who cares? I dont want to do maths assignment... Mr Sim is mad Mad MAD k. He gave us alotttt. And Cai Hong, oh, i must remember, remember REMEMBER. And my date with Mr Lim bout my proj for next year. Im still thinking whether should i use that auto sensor light. If im really making that, i must make alot of things k. And eletrical circut is a MUST. Damnit luh..

Yeh, went out for dinner tday, at farmart. Food there is nice. (: Yuh, so after eating, chuayikhiang and mommy just made me laughed like some ass again. First, mommy on-ed chuazibin's recording for nothing, i was happily drinking my lime juice, and i nearly spilled out cause he acted cute during that verse. Chuayikhiang and i was just laughing and laughing can. Den we listened to the another one, Superwomen & yi qian nian yi hou. Thats really really funny, but the pokemon one was the best. After that was chuayikhiang and my mum's conver luh. Infront of us was a bung. Den my brother said "mummy ah, liu zhe zhong tou fa qu xue siao bu hui bei zhua de leh. den hoh, her hair looks like those ye ren in those olden days" Den my mum said " ta shi nu de lah!" And my brother dint know k. And he asked, "ta zhen de shi nu de meh" very loud, till she turned back. And here comes another bung, my brother asked my mum again, "den zhe ge leh, shi nan de hai shi nu de?" Was fucken funny, i swear. I hafta tell my brother, in this world, theres alot alot alotttt of bungs that are nicer looking den you. You must admit, you're not good looking, k? Bu yao zai qi pian zi ji le, ben dan. And good lucks to you for Os! I hope you die, k, my dearest brother! I loveyyyy you! And stop laughing like an ass now, you're pissing me off and i cant think of what i want to post luh, asshole. <333

Im giving you wings now, fly, fly away, away from where i am. Fly before i regret.. But dont forget, whenever you need me, im always here for you.. I know you know it..

And, i should have made this background earlier!!!!!!! I like this, more More and MOREEEEEE! My blog its not girl or striking anymore. Yayness. :DDDDD

WHO WANTS TO BUY CHRISTMAS GIFT FOR ME? ROYAL BLUE NIKE BAGGGGG! I'd loveeee you more more moreeeee if you buy that for me. (:

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I reach out my hand to grab eveything that i can,

but none brought us back,

together

Watched Step up tday with Hun at Cine. I swear, the movie is fking nice. I want to watch it again! Provided if someone ever treat me. (: But some girls beside us just laughed so loudly when the scene was supposed to be sad k. Like, so wired luh. And we suspect those girls are from a Girls school. And Glynis told us that they are from a girls school. Yuh, so saw Cheryl's ex boyfriend. And Hun, i dont think that he's good looking at all k. He got pimples one side den another side dont have! Hen qi guai k.

And after that Glynis text me and asked us whether we are at town. Shes at Dohby Ghuat when she text me. Somebody just Pangseh-ed her while shes in the train. And then she got so angry luh. Yuh, after that she went to find us at Mars Bar. And yknow Hun's curse came true. That handsome bung dint work tday, only that fierce bung work only can. So gekkkkk lah. But that fierce one dint serve me. So henggggg! I think only Hun and Glynis know what im talking about luh. And i xia suay myself tday. We walked to Far East, den i dint saw that there was water on the railing, den i "PIAK" on the railing, the water all splashed onto my hand and face, and i screamed. So funny luh.

So we met Glynis and she told us her story. She was at the extreme end and we were also at the extreme end, so we saw her walking angryily towards us. And after that we went to find sits and talk about what happened and Hun was happily eating her sandwich. Walked around and went to have Chicken Rice. Talked alot too. (: After that Glynis went off to meet her mum at Vivo.

Walked around Far East cause Hun wants to find her slippers. But dint bought any. Cause her mind keep telling her not to waste money anymore. After that we went to buy calamari rings cause i was hungry again. After that we went home. But it was raining cats and dogs. So we stood outside bodyshop to wait for the rain to stop, but it got bigger instead. So we talked.. And she told me alot of things.. Thanks k, Hun. I love you. (:

Sometimes, its amazing that how we got together as friends again when we nearly lost contact since primary school. I could only remember that we're in the same chinese class almost every year. And yuh, i remember that someone pushed me when its raining and she hooked onto my finger and that stop me from falling. Think back, it has been so long alr. But we're still friends now. I hope and i pray, we wont quarrel like how she quarreled with those two. Hun, if you dint tell me those that you've told me tday, i wont know how to let her go, i love youx100000!

Reached home, and i heard my younger brother said his total marks. 188. Still short of 12 to promote up to P5(EM2). So that means that next year, he must go to EM3. I cant say that it doesnt ache me at all, cause hes still my brother. But serve him right luh, exams still play comp till so late. Mommy was worried and all. But seriosuly luh, i think its better for him to go to em3, cause its easier for him. But when i saw him drawing those wired monsters on paper, i can see his seriousness and smiles. I hope and i pray mommy would let him to learn drawing, dont be like big bro and me, like drawing but cant do anything. And big bro got 100/120 for DandT Os. Fking good right? Hahahh, future interior desginer leh.

I feel like crying, I need to hold someone tnight. I need someone to tap my head and tell me that everything is gonna be alright like how you used to do.. I really really.. need you.. I said that i will let you go, but i dint say that i'd give up.. Ohwell.. Let time decide everything.. ):

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As I watch the minutes pass

each one brings me to the time

that you're coming back.

Hello!

This is Yumei, I believe all of you know me!I'm here to welcome all of you, CCA Council members to joining the Students' Council to organise the Sec 1 Orientation 2007! We know all of you are busy people, but we would appreciate if all of you can make it for our meetings as much as possible as time is precious for us! If a majority of us are present for meetings and all of us know what's going on and what to do, it will make things easier, we work more efficiently, and we will not have to meet as regularly! But in any event by which you are unable to turn up or has any pressing issues, do contact me at this email address or at 98354316. Absentees please find out from your committee members or ICs for any progression. So our next and first meeting is already set on 16 november, thursday at 1300 Hope to see you guys ya? Please use the orientation template attached in the event that you need to generate any new documents and kindly send them to me so that i can keep track of tthe progression of all committees. Also, the other thing attached is our proposal for the orientation. Take a look and have an idea of where are we at now and what are the things to be worked on. Lastly, as i am always reminding all of you, check your handphones and email regularly for updates and instructions ya? Also, pass the message around if your friends are unaware of anything. I'm really looking forward to a memorable experience for this orientation and hope so for you guys too! See you guys around soon!

with love,

yumei =D

Can help me decide whether to go, or not to go? Jieyi is not going, but but.. I really feel guilty luh.. Not going to those workshops and all these meetings. I guess, Tom Chan will be angry, eh? Help me! Why must Sec1 have orientation? I think, go lahhh.. I think i will just persuade jieyi to go, like for 1 meetings? Yuh.. But i doubt she will go either..

And ya, i asked my brother where he bought his Nike Dunks. He said Far East's Left Foot. Oh fuck man, yknow how much it cost? Its 169 bucks. So how long must i save so that i can buy? He asked me whether if im siao, why i want to buy. Den i told him, not for myself one luh. Its for my friend. Den he say "ni hen you qian hoh?" den i say "ben lai shi you de, bt hoh, so ex, im broke now." So, i decided to buy Jacket instead. Adidas or Puma? Hehehhh.. I think i should go Citylink to check Adidas den to Marina Sq to check Puma. LALALALA. ((:

Gastric is killing me! I ate the only whipped potatoe last night, cause i really cannot take the pain, so yuh. And i cant find anything to eat now. Im gonna ask my brother or daddy to buy home. But hoh, i doubt they will luh. I want the chocolate that you're eating now, Hun!

And seriously, i think im mad. I looked at huilin's blog and i saw the song, "beautiful soul by jesse maccartney" and i raised my both and and said "oh, stop it." Maybe, its because of.. LALALALA Shant say it. ((: And i realised, huilin went to Camp Christine when im at sarimbum. HOW COME I DINT SAW HER? HER CAMPSITE IS ONLY BESIDE ME ONLY K! And, she went to Sarimbum scout camp TOO. I looked at her blog, and i teared.. For no reason.. Just feel that shes so pathetic? Some things, are better left unsaid.. From hatred growing to like, is the word im gonna use, to tell her.

I just felt that im an asshole. Why cant i say what i wanted to say proply? Alrights, i dont know. I looked at my phone, my mind is blank. And my stupid vintage phone, its getting slower and slower when im sending a msg. Its taking me around like 10 mins for 1 msg, yknow? I shouldnt have changed to this lousy lao ye phone alr lah. Im thinking of changing it to N6233. But hahahhh $$. ((:

I really like this!

Alright, im still grounded. )):

I hope, i hope...

You will turn back..

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Why dint you say you need me before?

Woke up early in the morning to tell mommy that im going lunch with Huneyyy tday. And she said cannot k. And we quarreled. So msged huneyyy and tell her that i cant get out of the house, like again. Im sorry k, huneyyy. So she had to end up eating the FLIES that Cheryl bought for her. Actually i was looking at something and tears drop, den she told me this joke, and i laughed like ass. Thanks Huneyyy! ((:

And i went to look at someone's blog, like again uh.. Da lalalalalaaaaaaa. Yuh. Yknow what i wanted to say luh. Im an asshole and i dont deny that, i know i hurt you like dont know whattttt.. But really, i fucking regret luhhhh. Wo shi da ben dan. CHAO ZI DA BEN DAN. So why are you still so nice to me? I rather you scold me can. ): I wont find a better someone, you're the.. um.. Best. Really..

If you're gone with the wind, i'd chase you back, by my side. Alright, this is just answering a lost question that i dint answer last time. Ohmygwad. Kill me, k. )):

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Cause your everything is just so worth it.

Even if waiting for you,

means sending me to heaven,

I'd still wait.

I'll never forget the way you loved me.

sometimes i really dont know how to help you, even when you're feeling that helpless.. I want to help, but im lost for words too. I lost what i've wanted to say. And i think, thats the reason why i lost you too..

I read your past entries. I find myself dumb. Suddenly woke up at late midnight abd wondering whether did you update your blog. Finally i cant take it and so i went to the comp. And started to read your past entries. I dint deny, it affected me, somehow. The way you loved her and stuff.. Jealousy and fear overwhelme me. I dont know why, just feel that, one day, a girl that you used to love so much will take you away.

I told myself, if she ever take you away, that would be better. Cause i know i wont make a good and nice girlfriend. I have to give up. But i think i just dont have the motivation to give up? Or i need someone to replace her? Ah well, i hope that person wont come, so she wont be replaced. Okay, im dumb.

As usual, creid after your every entry. Fuck man, i never thought it would still affect me, such whole lot. I regretted not opening myself up to you. To make you feel that im not happy when im with you.Its not that, dear. Just that i dont know how to open myself up. I dont know how to break those news to you, when knowing you alr got so much to carry. I can bear to see you struggling like mad. I so much wanted to ask you to let go. You may say that im cruel and stuff. I want you to let go, not because i dont love you no more. Just that i dont want to see you suffer with so much things bothering you. And i know, one of the reason is because of my mum. Im really afraid that someday, she will call you and question you like how she did last time. Im so fucking afraid that i felt so helpless. I dared not tell you, cause i know, telling you means that i've got to add on to your misery.

we kept so much things inside us that we dont have enough faith and trust between us. Thought that keeping things, would be better for us, cause we wont break each other's heart by saying all those out. But who knows, all these lead us to break up.. I regret not opening myself up to you.

Esther really looked like me, i realised. Everything, including names. Oh, wtf luh. And she has the same watch as me. Same colour somemore.. And seeing you tday was really a shock of my life. The moment i turn my back against you, i teared. Scold me dumb, but i really dont know why.

And fuck k. I though that xmas was in nov. But actually its in dec. I actually forgot when is xmas lahhhh. KILL MEEEEE! And it really scared me, i thought that i wont have enough money to buy that pair of Nike Dunks for someone. But! I still can save now! If i dont go out. ((: But what colour?????? BROWN AND BLUEEEE! AHAHA!! That really suit colleage life aye? Nike dunks and Crhmpler bag, i tell you, this is what Pj guys like to carry around. HAHAHHHH! SO, IM GETTING NIKE DUNKS FOR XMAS PRESENT! Instead of puzzle. Cause i dont know how to fix puzzleeeeeee. ((:

And Jl's blog just reminded me of D Cube. Ah, hell lahh. I havent met them for like dont know how mnay months alr. Except for felix, i can see him every single day in schoolllllll. But i want others. )): How am i going to find them when their school is so far? Except for Luna luh, IJC, okay quite near. But she where got time for me? Others leh, Raffles, Victoria, Xinmin, Maris stella, Tanjong katong girls, AJC and TJC. Oh, wth luh... Still remembering those things that we used to do is enough to make me cry for them. Cookie monster and ben & jerry's ice cream motivation. And ice kachang is important too. I will never forget the time when we all went to dover coffee shop to have our lunch that afternoon after camp. And we all ordered ice kachang cause Andrew Tham dint had ice kachang before.. Ohwell.. I miss those nights where Serena and me kept talking and couldnt get to sleep. I miss those times when sousata kept asking me to go toilet with her. I missed the hike when Andrew Tham kept shouting Pynx full name (Athittaya Jirapanasom) and we played HAI DAI! And vampire. And Luna's get LOST when the meaning was Leaders On Special Training. And Mac almost went mad while teaching us TJC's claps. Esp me, i only remembered the first part and not the rest. Still remembering the outdoor cooking, Andrew and me made kimchi with onions, cabbage and sadin. And Serena and me cooked it. And my screamings! I know they wont forget, cause knowing me, its once in a life time. I bet they will never meet another girl who is scared of almost everything and screamed at the slightest thing. And the one who dont even know how to hold a broom proply and sweep the floor. And of cause, i wont forget Adrain. The one who dote on me so muchhh and always looking at what i've got to say while writing my reflactions. He's so niceeeee. And he made everyone of us an ice-cream stick with our name on it. I hope, wish, nobody throws that away. I love him, really.. Hes the best instructor ever, i swear. I hope MOE would organize it again next year, and i can go again!

This is Hai Dai

And this is Adrain

And this is us, together, as a team. I love y'all k!

I looked so shu nu lah!

Taken by OHYIFANG.

Alright, this is stupid.

And nobody told me that i looked stupid.

And i hope that my eyes was this big all the time.

Fat and short.Slim and long

Oh, we're so bored. Shouts*

And hello everybody, this is my room. ((:

BYE!

Oh ya, they said "to love someone, is to give them wings." How true can it be?

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I like this! (:

All these pics are taken last night, after hanging up the phone with gracie. ((: Xue qi is fucken wired, i swear. I dont know what happened to her luh. Suddenly msged gracie and ask her still remember what day is tday? K, its her birthday. And i totally forgot about it. Ah well, why should i remember it when she does this to us? No logic k. And i dont think that xq will remember my birthday either. Only gracie will. Shes my hubby, k. ((:

BAAAAAA!!!!! I WANNA GO BANG THE WALL NOW. BYE.

Okay, i think im getting my hair dye tmr. Because i saw natlim's hair. And i like it soooo sooo sooo much! But i want brown colour one luh. So seee what time im waking up tmr and whether if i wanna spend my 50 bucks tmr. Yuh..

So huneyyy came to my house tday instead. Cause chuazibin was home and i couldnt go out of the house. See lah, all because of him. Came and helped her with nail polish! Red! So nice k! After that we did video and pics! haha! so funny luh! start of smth new, and er.. another one i forget alr. lol. AND WE CANT GO OUT TMR, CAUSE OF ........ REASONS LUH! Means, no more step up. )): Got my egg crepe and that chocolate thingy from bread talk.. So yuh, some idiots just finished it for me and just left 1 inside for me. Its my money k.

Yeh, im thinking what to send you tnight.. So yuh, i need to go alr. BYE!

I so much wanted to cherish everything.
But i catch nothing at all, my dear.

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As time goes by,

we'd walk past each other,

like we never know each other before.

Woke up at 1135pm tday. But still so fucken tired, alrights, i dont know why either. Woke up and watched the tv for awhile brushed my teeth and ate my breakfast. But i dint finished it luh. Dont feel like eating, so yuh. after that i went to watch tv again. And channel 8, U, 55, 255, and disney channel have nothing to watch, at all. So i went back to sleep again. Den daddy kinda asked me to wake up. And i threw my temper at him. Alrights, i hate people who wake me up k.

So i woke up and walk here and there around in the house. Den mommy shouted "girl ah, go and find job lah!" den i said "haiya, okay lah." Damnit lah. I really really dont feel like working k? And cousinyyy called, asked me to go and work. But i dint want to pick up. So i just left it as a miss call lah. Decided to lie to her that i need to go to school every monday, so she wont bother me anymore. Baa, i know im bad lah. But really luh, im not in the right mood to work k. And mummy wants me to go back to Ben & Jerry's, to work. I was considering luh, cause its really s l a c k. HAHAHH. And i can even sleep in the manager room k. So i can eat whatever i want and use my phone and the office's phone like nobody's business. So why not? But.. See first luh. If i really go back, i need to do opening and closing k! But somehow, im used to it alr. So dang dang dang.. Im waiting for saddiah's call! If she dont call, den i wont be working for the rest of my hols. :DD

Camp is tmr, and im preparing to pon it, together with jieyi. Yeh, just dont feel and going and the presence of them, made me feel so sucky. Yuh, you're not us, so your wont know how we're feeling luh. Its a terrible feeling, really. And i think that they would think that we're just some oh-so-responsible people luh. But hello, who knows all these that we're feeling? But seriosuly, im afraid that the reputation of Guides might be pulled down by the two of us. Cause in CCA council, we represent Guides. And they will bitch around with the other CCA one luh. Esp a bitch in student council one luh. Shes an ass, k? And her name is yih fang. Lucky not Yifang k! If not im gonna hate her for the rest of my life. BUT BUT BUT, IM REALLY SO NOT HAPPY IN THE COUNCIL LUH! But haiya, what to do? Shrugs.. Give me so many extra points also no use. I dont need, k.

I dont want us to walk past each other without anything.. Fuckit.. Im getting emooo now. So i shall shoo and go to my bed. :DDD

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Cause you're just like an angel to me

So fine, ever.

K, i have 15 mins to blog before my brother's turn. So i must hurry. New blog! And the background is by me. Damn girlly, i know. But i like it fucking much. So, anything lah!

Went Vivo for dinner tnight with mommy, daddy and younger bro. Ate Eagle Swensen. Damn ex luh i tell you. Dont go there and eat. Cause its only so so! Yuh, promised my younger bro that i'd treat him to ben & jerry's ice cream. But kinda got pissed by the Q, so just forget it luh. Told him that i'd get it for him next time instead. And he was very disappointed, i know. Cause he keep, "eh jie, my ben & jerry's ice cream hoh." But the Q is so long, what can i do? Other time lah.

Yuh, so chatted with my huneyyy for awhile on MSN and phone tday. Poor her, got so many tution. I wish you all the best k! So im going over to her house on monday to take pics with jason's phone and watch my dongbang! U-know, my LOVE! Hahahh. Huneyyy dont like U-know cause that bitch likes him tooo. And plus Cheryl Ee. Ahhh! My hubby leh!

Chatted on MSN with Glynis too! Hahahh. Nice conver i can say. But my oh-so-kind bro came and snatch the comp with me. So i've got no choice but to let him use without saying a bye to Glynis k. Im sorry darhling. Yuh, so went to napped for awhile after using comp. Seriously i think that im growing fatter and fatter. Cause basically during hols, i'd only eat, sleep, watch tv, play game boy and comp. Thats all. I need a book, i seriously do. I want to readddddd.

Oh ya, did i mention that the top that i wanted from Topshop is gone? I went there, den "eh! no more alr leh!" Whalao lah, damn sad k! Royal blue no more, Red also no more. Fuck lah. )):

Suddenly i need your hug, alot now..

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